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Time:09:40 pm
Last night was so great. Mark and I went to Channelside to walk around the 'abundant' number of shops they had to offer. Then at nine, we walked to the second story of a tall building and watchhed fireworks over the ocean inlet. We kept joking that it was so cliche, but in the end, it was really nice. Then we went home and played pool...lmao...

Night before, we just sat around watching the daily show, discussing politics and Robert whats-his-face, the UN hater.

Day before that, shopping.

Day before that, Mark and I went over to Alan's house. Bits of nostalgia kept creeping into my throat from old times with my old buddy. Lol, but that went away and we went home to mark's house. Then eric and julian came over and they all had their guy time..and I was sadly pushed out of the testosterone circle until Julian and I started talking about his car and job.

Mary's coming home soon...about a week...I can't wait. I've been surrounded by guys all summer long and even though I love some benefits(hehe), I can't wait to have girl time and tell her everything that's happened, and I'm dying to hear about her trip.

I guess it's time for some much needed emotional connection between my heart and keyboard...yea...


So...summer is officially winding down to the frail end. It's withered away in perspective, but now I can honestly tell myself that it's almost over.
Time for tenth grade. The homework. The friends. The drama. The three subtleties that make up any 15 year olds life. And as summer ends, I find myself debating the school year and its potentialities. I hate the pressure of being pretty. Even size 1 girls with perfectly symmetrical faces are forced to succumb to this force. It's annoying and I hate it. And my friends... Already, they've shown to me that this year will be different. And I loathe change.
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Subject:dansir-- me
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Time:2005-07-30 10:40 pm (UTC)
Hey, id love to hear about you and mark, tell me when we hook up at rigistration alright? im really excited about talking with you again, of coarse i was never good at politics but it will be nice for the friendly familiar face. Ive been thinking alot about the upcoming school year to...im seiruosly wondering how this time around is gonna go. i dont know if im looking forward to it or just bored with it, i dont know. but ill sympathize with your raitional way of perspective. I agree with you about the symmetry of beauty and expectations. hence the reason i never follow through with most of my pageants, it was nice that i qaulified, let me know that i can accomplish great things. but i never saw myself as someone who could i dont know... be judged constantly. kinda funny in highschool thats really all that ever goes on... but i think i would rather be a peotic intervention on lovely appareance than a highclass highheeled make over topoff.
dont loathe change, maybe this certain change.... and if i am thinking what you were when you wrote this.. i dont much like it myself. But from change comes growth and indivdualism in some aspects, so resentment of it really wouldnt get you anywhere but stressed and running in circles. i think you already knew that but were tired of typing or found yourself ranting as i am now and decided to stop before it was so long that it might completely be ignored when the potential of feedback and ackknowledgment was in order.
but i shall do the same, cant wait to see you tuesday, i bet youll be beautiful
despite the views others have, i always thought your form face freckles even excesive foundation was always something strangely lovely about that. i guess i find beauty where some others dont... but mines not sythetic or enhanced... its natural. its just more becoming in my opinion.
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Subject:Re: dansir-- me
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Time:2005-07-31 09:25 am (UTC)
Lol, how do you always know what I'm thinking? You're right, I don't loathe change, and I don't see how anyone could. And you and I have some major girl-talk ahead of us...the most I've gotten out is on the phone with James...lol.

Can't wait to see you!
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