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There's a lot to write. i really like school so far, i have a ton of people that i know in classes...it's just the people that I don't want, I also have...ahh it's so hard looking at them, seeing the past, remembering them wearing that shirt when you went somewhere, and when they walk by you, that smell that you immediately associate to their house. their room. their bed. seeing them with other girls and wondering if they think she's a better person to be with than you were. i have this hole in my stomach that never goes away and i've never felt like this before and i can't listen to any music because it reminds me of dancing in his house with the stereo blaring...or in the car singing dumb classic rock we would make fun of...or getting home at 2 in the morning in this great euphoric daze and turning on your favorite song to make the night complete. my friends say i'll get over it...and i know i will, i'm strong...i mean, dansir got over goose and tyra got over nick...and they went out with them for about as long as we were together...but still. i just don't want to ever see him again...i just want this pit feeling to be filled with something...anything...as long as it's not there anymore...and i wasn't even in love...omg...how do you guys do it
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